Waiting for my blastocysts

Now that I've survived by IVF and ER, I'm eager to see if my 6 embryos are going to yield 6 blastocysts. My insides still ache - I'm still scared that the embryos won't reach the blastocyst phase. I'm scared that we'll do 1 ET and I'll get a BFN. I'm scared I'll develop moderate to high OHSS . I'm scared my OHSS won't allow me to do my ET this month. Sigh - so many things to be afraid of.