I consider myself a very rational person, but here I am on my first FET
after a failed IVF cycle and I’m 2 days into my 2WW…… Yes I confess,
I’ve googled “early 2WW symptoms FET”. I’ve walked around my house very
gently, keeping my feet flat on the ground to prevent too much up and
down motion. I’ve hesitated to go up the stairs because I don’t want to
disk squeezing my uterus. I’ve actually tried to breathe deeply and
fight the urge to cough for fear of squeezing my little embryos out. I
looked at a hot dog and was so unsure if it was safe to eat – I nuked
the hell out of it twice before eating it. I’m only eating warm foods
and drinks at the insistence of my Acupuncturist. I keep my laptop near
my knees so it doesn’t rest on my womb. I’ve sat silently and tried to
listen to my belly to see if there’s anything going on in there. I’ve
refused to lift anything over 5 lb.
This 2WW is horrible. It’s like this little monkey on your back. You can
ignore it for a few minutes at a time, but it’s ALWAYS there – just
waiting for you to acknowledge it. I’m not obsessing over this, but it
is kind of frustrating waiting for something I have no control over. I
so so so hope at least one of my beans turns into a sticky bean. A VERY
STICKY BEAN!
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